Ladies and Gentlemen, I’m sorry that I’ve left you so long without as much as a peep. But like Michael Sterling said “I was gone but baby I’m back” and now that this 6 month training period is over and I will hopefully be down to working about 40-50 hours a week instead of the 60-70 hours that I’ve been working lately. Damn Corporate America (but not really, since they afford me the opportunity to do the things I like with their paychecks). The funny thing about this post is that many of the people that should be reading this won’t be reading this. But this is more for my peace than theirs. Today’s topic is just going to be a reflection on some of the wrongs I’ve done and the folks I’ve done wrong.
As I’ve sat and reflected on some of the relationships I’ve had in the past couple of years, I realized that I know I was wrong, LOL, but that’s all a part of growing and getting to know yourself. A lot of women say there aren’t any good men, and men say the same thing about women. I guess I’ve been looking in different places than they have these past few years, because I have found some good women. What I had to realize is that these were good women and for some guy they are going to be “Mrs. Right”; but for me, they were only suitable to be “Ms. Right Now”, only holding a temporary place in my life. Apology #1, Ladies I’m sorry that I couldn’t give you the commitment that you had hoped for at that time.
It’s funny that one of the girls I had recently dated, told me that I was what she would call, “emotionally congested”. What she was referring to was my inability to emotionally express myself and make a connection beyond the first layer of emotions. Hell, maybe I’ve just been emotionally drained for so long, that when I finally had enough in reserve to give, I just couldn’t or wasn’t comfortable doing it. Apology #2, Ladies I’m sorry that I couldn’t give you the emotions that you had hoped for at that time.
And since 3 is a completion, let me make my 3rd and final apology. Apology #3, Ladies I’m sorry that I couldn’t give you the more (of whatever else) that you had hoped for.
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ROFL…simply hilarious. no further comment other than you reminded me that i neglected my own blog (damn corporate america..but they afford me too)